gillian harding-russell

 

 

Brave

He stood on the height of a scaffold
repairing a patch of dropped shingles
by the chimney not afraid
while logic said I Am Safe–
the work structure sound
as the mountain solid beneath
him he had climbed last week
he now worked with his hands, broad
workmen hands they’d become
that could manage a nail gun 

as easily as a pen, but then
wavering on a silver ray the sun had spun
inside a daylight dream, the blood left
his upper self and his stomach cleaved 

as he looked down over the edge
of the planet he was standing on
a blob of rock wobbling in
an elliptical orbit spotlighted
by the sun but otherwise lost
in the dark of space 

and forever expanding     beyond limit    
of, frankly, his grasp 

 

 

Scrub grass for livestock during arid weather
 

As I my sandal brushed by the yellow tassels
                                                            and spires
still as glass in hot sunshine, a bird with its beak open
breathing with wings fanning heat to cool – no sound 

coming out of its parched mouth – I heard the hum
of a motor, a neon-clad man in the sit-down mower
the waving grass mane, flower heads, daisies white-
fingered or black-eyed, groundsel’s geodomes of seed,
the stiff-stemmed prairie sunflower crushed in a frenzy
of threaded aromas amid a middle-of-summer swansong 

while a few beige-bodied darts of movement raced ahead
and I thought of the small tall fellow I’d sighted
standing upright in his city of tall grasses
as he sniffed on tippy-toe     froze
long enough for me to snap a blurred cell shot – 

finding Waldo, it was, for my friend to whom
I sent the photo and she searching through the blurry grass
screen before he vanished down his hole. 

I wonder where he will go
with his metropolis so flattened
when the sharp-eyed hawk angles down…
 

  or the night owl swoops…

 

 

That Will Be The Day

When the cherries and peaches are baked on the trees
When the clams are slow-cooked in the sand
When the fishes are boiled in the sea
When the woods and grasslands go up in flames
and smoke twirls a sooty finger that catches in your throat
under the red eye of the sun in a general haze
When the ice caps overflow into the rivers and oceans
and seep over the edges of your coastal cities
and a wilding creature encroaches on your home 

Will you say, there are too many black bear
walking out of the woods where they should stay?
Too many raccoon gory-littering the high road? 

Too many unruly coyote wandering into
our living quarters -- shoot ’em! Or no, is it
too many jackrabbits eating your marigolds 

under the light censor at night or gophers popping
out from holes between spikes of grass or shambling
badgers crossing the road?  A collision will damage
the chrome work badly! They must be culled…  

 

 

The creature so wily, willed his way
 

onto the front page of my son’s calendar
his image on his mouse pad kind of prophetic too –
Could the criss-cross of influencing
at the world’s seams know ahead
that black flap-eared pup’s face we knew
when we met (didn’t we?) 

It’s true we’d wanted another furrier creature
known for friendliness on the website, adopted
before we drove up, this stark new arrival
hurried through the dark of the backdoor
returned from two households,
Be warned! 

but he slunk into the welcoming room
where we waited
sleek as a black stallion under
our hands, with a whimper
at company after the bareness
of the cage he was let out from and
when I glanced into his amber eyes,
I saw need 

this pup intent on a kernel of kibble
so quick he learned what to do sit, give a paw,
swirl and twirl, lie down, hardest to play dead
(a second or two will do, little one). 

On the walk, he now plays tug of war
ferocious with the leash but soon the flavours
of summer he reads in each inch of the ground
between the tasseled grasses flowering fragrant
along the path, the sudden leap of a jack… 

Oh, this creature jumps high
as desire
after squirrel nattering from a branch
or onto the counter to reach the cheese
when I turn from the sandwich I’m making
to put away the lettuce
and mayonnaise. 

But he lunges from fear
at a passing cement truck
or just now we have left him a-quiver
in the front room to watch us out
the window talking near the lilies
with a neighbour, the shrub sprouting
shoots, in need of a good trim, isn’t it? 

Savage with screeching wasp
furious in the window pane, he bats it
with pounding paws (that threaten to break the glass!)
and bites the hose, a sea monster breathing
flames of water, when he bounds
back into the house – rather wet, spatters
water drops in my face, rubbing
his side on the brocade). 

At night, Willy is a shadow on the floor
now it’s summer, a slinky silhouette
his black muzzle to nuzzle your hand
hanging over the edge of the bed…
now its morning…its
4:30 am… but it is Saturday, Willy! 

then he leaps up
tucks his back against your leg…
until the light angles through the curtain
with hotter clarity.

 

 

Circe sharing a bed

Across the sheet of bed you edge
over the rumpled blanket’s bulge of cliff
and me. Why must you always hog the bed? 

In the bog of sleep you are wedged
winnowing clam mouth by seashell ear, this riff
of snore across the icy sheet of bed where you edge 

towards me. Unable to move, left side numb, red
clock numbers three a.m. and I must get some sleep! Very stiff
in the morning I grump, Why must you hog the bed? 

Blue eyes wide circled in puffy lines, you declare
Me? You took all the eff-ing blankets and left me shivering
naked on the icy bare sheet where I had to edge 

towards you wrapped in blankets ‘like a mummy,’ you said,
spooning the cocoon of you to bring me back to liff’
(Liff?) Why must you hog all the blankets on the bed? 

Thus, we have slept, stubble cheek by vulnerable ear since we were wed.
Your nightly migrations across the cold stretch of bed at this risk
of knocking me off the icy sheet into darkness at the edge|
with this dreaming of snow-shoe-ing. Such hogs in this bed!

 

 

 

A Regina poet, editor and reviewer, gillian harding-russell’s most recent poetry collections include Uninterrupted (Ekstasis Editions, 2020) and In Another Air (Radiant Press, 2018) as well as a short (holm) chapbook Megrim (Alfred Gustav Press, 2021).