Hollay Ghadery

Tour of the Universe
CN Tower, 1985

                                   it’s a
             soft sneakered
         stroll              through
                     the city at
                         night

      mom’s
           pleated khakis
the floral waft from her wrists
        a hand around mine

              she bought us
                     tickets

     
                            to
                   a star show
                in a place there’s
                      no stars
                  
                           and
                           still

                

                                                                      her
                                                                face turns
                                                                       to
                                                                      sky

     

                                                                                                                                            my
                                                                                                                              eyes to her face
                                                                                                                        retinas of        streetlight
                                                                                                                                         fold to
                                                                                                                                      periphery 
                                                                                                                          and
           this

       now    is
already the gone
    is starshine

     so
               when

                                                                     she
                                                               asks if I’ll
                                                        remember   all I’ve
                                                  learned                if I’ll stay
                                                        awake on the drive
                                                                    home

                                                                        If
                                                                        


                                                                     

                                                                                               I’ll
                                                                                          love her
                                                                               forever           I mean it
                                                                                   it when I promise
                                                                                     
                                                                                          somehow

 

 

 

 

Hollay Ghadery is an Iranian-Canadian multi-genre writer living in Ontario on Anishinaabe land. She has her MFA in Creative Writing from the University of Guelph. Fuse, her memoir of mixed-race identity and mental health, was released by Guernica Editions in 2021 and won the 2023 Canadian Bookclub Award for Nonfiction/Memoir. Her collection of poetry, Rebellion Box was released by Radiant Press in 2023, and her collection of short fiction, Widow Fantasies, was released with Gordon Hill Press in fall 2024. Her debut novel, The Unraveling of Ou, is due out with Palimpsest Press in 2026, and her children’s book, Being with the Birds, with Guernica Editions in 2027. Hollay is a co-host on HOWL on CIUT 89.5 FM. She is also a book publicist, the Regional Chair of the League of Canadian Poets and a co-chair of the League’s BIPOC committee, as well as the the Poet Laureate of Scugog Township. Learn more about Hollay at www.hollayghadery.com.