Stan Rogal

 

You’re So Vain

You enter a room, how?
Aloof, sure, you don’t give a shit, why should you?
All eyes are on you while yours are in the mirror.
Please don’t confront me with my failures.
I had some dreams, so what?
The whole thing has the smell of the trashy filmed novel about it.
Sunny mornings with a café con leche & a jelly donut.
That’s how it goes, pure inspiration, no method,
a little cocaine.
It’s not about you, no, it’s not about you,
[but it is] 

You know, don’t you, that you talk incessantly?
I mean, is it the ease of technology, or what?
A kiss is something I might get behind.
Restless nights in one-night cheap hotels.
A porno-cum-horror-snuff flick on the tube.
Another emotion-free brand of distortion & distraction.
That’s how it goes, pure inspiration, no method,
a little cocaine.
It’s not about you, no, it’s not about you,
[but it is] 

I see you made the cover of Rolling Stone.
Funny, you’re no rock star, so who’d you fuck?
Never mind, I’m not naive.
You tip your hat, use your scarf like a garrote.
Losing track is fun the first time, but…
Listen up, fool, you’re not head of Parks & Rec anymore.
Making it on the beach with the lonely tourist trade.
Collecting orgasms in jars to use as night lights.
Still. Why should I care?
There’s always another bus around the corner, right?
That’s how it goes, pure inspiration, no method,
a little cocaine.
It’s not about you, no, it’s not about you,
[but it is]

 

 

 

Bright Violence
 

bright violence says you are hardly this or that
if children, if soldiers, if children taken down
(but children are never mentioned only the blue) 

but children are never mentioned only the blue
a navigation between the stars & the coast
what’s sought on surfaces too fragile to breathe 

what’s sought on surfaces too fragile to breathe
which means velocity & obscured & resurrected
hair falling, leaves, leaf rot, & then soil 

hair falling, leaves, leaf rot, & then soil
under every deep a lower deep opens
come morning       thin air       augury’s loon 

come morning       thin air       augury’s loon
space [empty except for the rabbits-hat of things]
atmosphere nailed together limb by bloody limb 

atmosphere nailed together limb by bloody limb
a child on a bench hair dissolving into wind stop
bright violence says you are hardly this or that

  

 

(Im)passable

well, baby, that’s the way you get along
wearing your Edgar Allan Poe printed
cotton blouse
            your hair was blonde & you were cute
the rosy body lax in a chair of words 

I’ve fixed myself a drink
sewn my eyelids shut
the cat yawns its animal secret
page to page they bury things 

honest, hon — I can’t get over how well
it works in together —
            the first more mythical, the second
less ecstatic
you knit your brows like an orangutan
until the second sweet mouth bites back

 


 

Stan Rogal: I live in Toronto along with my artist partner and pet Jackabee. My work has appeared in numerous magazines and anthologies in Canada, Europe and the US, including: Rampike, NöD, Arc, Exquisite Corpse... The author of 26 books: 7 novels, 7 story, 12 poetry, plus several chapbooks. MA English from YorkU. Amateur thespian and sleuth.