Valerie Coulton

 

from cookbook

 

as cook to cook I must confide

                                    wine over cabbage

pecorino romano

                                    the cooling genitals
                        of two lovers as we were
                                                as we are 

champagne & oysters
                                                someone sang 

            between the wars

                                    hovering dream-like

                        invading or occupying

these are just
                                    recipes

 

 

throughout my own cooking life

eggs                 water

                                                a spellbook to forgive 

finally there is cornbread with butter

                                    old battered aluminum

to be abandoned

                                    to leave by choice

            returning now friends tell me

difficult                                    and where I say “spoons”

 

you must adulterate

                                    stretch your hand out

                        audible in air

 

 

 

the margarine-minded:

                                    no judgement

            people say

                                    as a little joke

but put some salt in

                        turn on the radio

get married

                        fat to fat

 

 

kind and practical ladies

            peanut brittle
                                    she would bring
                        at night
                                    in pink bathrobe
            or sausage biscuits                       

            for me, the visitor

 

            very complicated               the way a cabbage is cooked

                                    or myself now at the edge of this playground

                        birds
                                    children 

            Sunday in another country

 

 

 

the suppression of a single ingredient

tender                savory
                                                not only about memory 

            but the surface of the tongue

                        now whitish     purplish

 

a man might drive around the countryside

feeling that he is a man

 

                        carrots, turnips, parsnips & leeks

a few houses in the landscape

day’s tone of voice

 

                                    news of a death

            & messages back & forth

                                    as though still water closed over

            made a mirror for the light

 

 

 

Valerie Coulton’s books include still life with elegy, small bed & field guide (both from above/ground press), open book (Apogee Press), and The Cellar Dreamer (Apogee Press). With husband Edward Smallfield, she’s the co-author of lirio and anonymous, both from Dancing Girl Press. She lives in Barcelona and co-edits parentheses, an annual journal of international writing. She is also a co-editor at Apogee Press and she curates palabrosa.net, an online chapbook and interview series.